I've been banned months ago due to saying mean things on twitch chat. I no longer use twitch and am no longer interested in being toxic to anyone. I apologize for my past behavior. I apologize especially to carrie and tiyo, to whom I have said very offensive things in the past. I have taken my mental issues out on random people on the internet and I understand now how unacceptable that was.

I would like to have some of my runs I have worked hard on the past few months appear on the leaderboards.

I understand and accept that I am largely unwanted in this community. I'm not asking to be an integral part of it. Just to post runs to the public leaderboards.

Thank you for reading. Once again: I wish to apologize to carrie and tiyo.

Thank you for finding it in yourself to apologize, but due to the repetitive and sometimes bigoted nature of your harassment towards community members and mods, your ban will not be reconsidered at this time, or in the near future. With one such offense taking place only 3 weeks ago and a "ban speedrun" video on your YouTube channel from one week ago, we have no reason to believe that your behavior or attitudes have changed since either of your two bans were instated.